I became sure that Jesus (as presented on the Arabic Gospel I have) is in the Will/Power that created me (and created the universe in which I was born) after I saw in Him the
perfect teacher.
Does this let me be a Christian? Of course it doesn't.
A typical Christian is supposed to worship Jesus and see in Him "The Saviour". He is not supposed to learn from Jesus as being the sole perfect teacher (about life) in human history. A typical Christian has to look for the Truth (the set of answers related to his important questions about life) from many other sources (starting from the Jewish prophets).
It is rather easy saying that Jesus is God. But it is not easy at all saying that Jesus teachings are perfect. After all, they are perfect only to those who are born of the Spirit too. But to those who are created to serve the material world, hence born of the flesh only, Jesus teachings sound nonsense unless they can be used to gain more money and power, besides being famous (as in politics).
After I discovered that Jesus is indeed perfect in His message (His teachings, sayings and way of life) and, therefore, I didn't need any other source to get/confirm the logical answers to all my important questions that I was looking for, I couldn't present myself as being Christian. I guess I am just a free independent disciple of Jesus Christ.
For instance, a real teacher doesn't look for followers. And, as a loving father, he enjoys seeing each of his students succeed in what he does after being armed by the knowledge he needed.
So I wonder how a person succeed in convincing himself that Jesus is God but He came with the inability (for some reasons I can't guess) to be the perfect source of knowledge. Yes, I am afraid it is very clear that the last two statements contradict each other, but I also used hearing different logic of mine. I am all ears