I am a little shy about sharing this story; but I will since I think it shows how great and wonderful the Love of God is. It's so hard to believe, I don't mind in the least if people think I'm a bit nuts.
I've talked before about my friend who was in prison when his girlfriend found out she was pregnant. I told him she could come visit me, and she did. She was very honest about the situation and told me she was thinking of having an abortion. I thought her a little selfish when she said she couldn't bear thinking of someone else adopting it -- if she couldn't have it, she thought it better to abort it. Behind that "selfishness" however, I could see she wanted the child, perhaps desperately.
I told her not to worry, that she could move in with me and her boyfriend could move in when he got out of prison. She did that, and she had a baby girl. I was quite happy at how that worked out. I'll get to how the donkey comes into the picture later, but let me skip forward now. He did move in when he got out; but it didn't last long. He moved out; and then she moved out. I have not seen her or the baby since; but I did run into him a few months ago and he gave me money, saying he owed it to me. I didn't remember that! But how wonderful that he remembered it and wanted to settle the debt. I had been worrying that maybe he had to pay child support and might be angry with me over talking her out of the abortion; but he wasn't.
Now for the donkey when it showed up at the birth of the baby. Shortly after the baby was born, I woke up knowing there was an angel in the house. It woke me up trying to read my mind while I was asleep. I woke up and asked what it wanted to know. It wanted to know about the baby. I also know how to open my mind to let angels read it easily, so I did that.
It turned out the angel showed up to check on the baby. Had it be born as planned? Was everything okay? I never knew there were angels who did this; and I pressed the angel. Now I wanted to know something. Who was this angel really? I wanted to see him.
It turned out it was the donkey which helped make room for Jesus when he was born. People may debate whether the souls of animals can be immortalized; but I was seeing one which had become immortal was still serving Jesus. Yes, even animals can have their rewards.
It also taught me how angels like to do their good deeds secretly, not wanting to take credit. That donkey loved Jesus and wouldn't have told me he was even around if I had kept sleeping and he could have read my mind. Oh what love that donkey had for all babies along with his love for Jesus.
It also showed me how God wants all of His creation to live in harmony and love. I think I had a glimpse of the world to come. This made me love God more too. Perhaps I err, but I figure if an idea makes me love God more, it's probably right. For sure, it's better than the idea I had before about things.
I wish you all could have met that donkey.
Try to remember what Jesus said about sparrows. I love this song because it shows me how God cares about everything.